Homework...the bane of college students

I always have so much homework. Every time I take fifteen minutes to try to relax, all I can think about are the fifteen other things I should be doing. It's not that I'm behind in my classes, because I'm not. It's just that keeping up requires constant studying, constant reading. It's irritating when I stop doing homework at 10:30-11 at night...although lately it's been more like 11:30, and I still haven't finished what I was hoping to accomplish. It's not a matter of getting distracted by the computer like I used to. I rarely sit at the computer when doing homework anymore. I usually sit on the floor, on a giant pillow. (It's a lot more comfortable that you would think.) I have to surrender to my Maker, because I am constantly feeling irritated at the fact that I always feel just one step behind where I want to be. I get things done in time for class, but it's usually that I finish later than I would like. I'm learning again how much I am -NOT- in control. With my personality, that is not something I like at all. I want to feel in charge, in control, ahead of the game. I'm usually one of those people who would like to arrive at least 5-10 early, and that's pretty much impossible all the time now. I have to learn, yet again, or rather, still, to trust in the Lord with all my heart. Proverbs 3:5-6 has been something I claimed as "my verses" since I was about 7 years old. I think God might have laughed when I said that. Not that He was laughing at me, but I'm sure He knew how much of a struggle it would be for me to relinquish the control I love to have. So here I am, once again, surrendering my will, surrendering to His, surrendering the control.